#74 Paperless Poetry

Paperless poetry is more than words.

It’s the dawn dancing atop the sea
The silhouettes beyond that
The stars when the moon leaves
And the rain on thatched roofs.

The sound of home after the longest time.

It’s the smile from across the room
It’s the silence that erupts in laughter
The first hand to touch
The first step of life
Forgetting to say it
And remembering moments.

It’s the last moment of a life lived.

It’s the inconsolable heartache.

It’s the price for not knowing what to say.

It is the one thing this pen can never put into words-
Paperless poetry

-Hans Lee

This poem is about, as my mate Jess puts it, “the tiny, beautiful, blink and they are gone things”. It really is. I have been writing quite a bit but not putting pen to paper – just leaving words in my phone. That made me wonder why I had not engaged with paper in a while. I think it is a fear of not being able to capture it all, which in itself is silly because you’d just end up writing more. So in this poem, I tried to ask ‘what are we trying capture when we write?’

Ketar Natis, Killings and Two Grieving Kinsmen

Crocodile Prize PNG

By (Theresa) Tess Gizoria

Dad and I very rarely sit and chat about little nothings. But on the occasions when I patiently listen to him retelling stories from his childhood, I more often than naught, am transported back in time to a place I can’t picture, with traditional practices and social norms I cannot reconcile with my present reality.

On one of those rare occasions, I learnt about the practise of ‘ketar natis’.

Growing up, dad would tell me how most problems were made right through ‘ketar natis’, a practise similar to, but a little unlike the ‘pay-back killings’ of societies in the highlands of PNG. An eye-for-aneye sort of practise.

The figurative description of the term ketar natis would be equivalent to the pain of a splinter embedded under a fingernail.

Even if the splinter were removed the sore would prove rather painful and could take forever to heal…

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#48 – Music- Homebrew Crew Sundae Sessions

I first came across  the members of the Homebrew Crew jamming at some random bar in Auckland’s Queen Street many (many) moons ago when they had another concept ensemble called @peace (seriously dope sound). Naturally, the music and their flow appealed to me and has left an impression ever since. Close to a decade later, I still find myself scavenging through the halls of Youtube to pick out their sounds.

This is one particular session I come back to time and time again. A live recording at the Red Bull Studios in Auckland called the ‘Sundae Sessions’. The lyrics are loaded but it goes well hand in hand with a beer on a Sunday afternoon.

Enjoy the listening.


Just for the record – I highly rate underground Kiwi Hip Hop. I don’t rate underground Australian Hip Hop sound though, I’ve always found the annoyingly too accent heavy. Not that there is anything wrong with that, it’s just a personal preference.



#19 Lessons Learnt, Lessons Earnt

Remember –

sugar free


is the most

bitter taste.

–  by Hans Lee

Being the first officer of a plane experiencing dual engine failure is always going to be daunting and nerving experience. It must be worse when you know that you are still a subordinate to the captains orders. Knowing that the initial impact will determine whether you survive or not makes critical every effort to ease the severity of the impact.

I pose that scenario to begin my reflection on the science of an undoing of a company. I have often prayed to be exposed to failure at a grand scale and I think I am about to see it go down like the twin towers. After all, the best lessons are the ones learned through experience. I hope that the insight gained through this experience will give me exceptional foresight in the management of my future company.

So where do I begin?

Firstly, always remember that a garden must bear fruits before you can start eating from it, but if you want more from it, you must be wiling to take some of that product to the market to sell it for money. That money can either be reinvested into growing the garden or exploring other money growth opportunities. The K50 earned from the market sales should be reinvested for the future, sacrificing today’s rewards.

The basic principle is that, before something can look after you, you must look after it.

Asset rich – Cash poor brings creditors knocking at the door.

Whether you are working for yourself or working for someone else, remember that operations get harder when there is limited cash moving through the veins of the company. A company can feel and look like it is rich i.e. have a lot of property, plant and equipment, but if they aren’t making money, or the company doesn’t have cash reserves, they are in a very risky position. Imagine what would happen if you only had K5,000.00 in the operating account and the credit accounts due (your debtors) were chasing after K10,000.00 payment immediately.

Lack of vision is lack of direction 

It is easy to follow blindly especially when the leader thinks what they are doing is for the best. They risk everything including killing the company to carry out a flawed plan.

Be mindful of someone you are following who has not thought out and explained a plan properly. When they cannot see where they are going, they will always get lost. When you join organisations, ask them what their plans are for the short, medium and long term, even if you do not know whether you will be there for the long haul or not, it is encouraged that you find out where the company is going and whether you could fit the carrying out of that vision.

Never get too comfortable, all can be taken away

One thing I am terrified about is being comfortable, or the though of it. I have always believed, and will always believe, that comfort breeds complacency. For me it is a fate that precedes death. Think of all the people who are forced to retire, if they chose to kick back and relax, it is the beginning of their demise to the box, but for those who remain active, for them are rewards of a life fulfilled.

Comfort can often blind us to the temporary nature of life’s pleasures like friendships and social activities but when you realise that you are not entitled to those things anyway, it makes you work harder. It can all be taken away at the shortcoming in cash flows and court notices.

Know when you are in trouble and let go

Very few people are able to admit when they are wrong or are about to fail. The saying too big to fail doesn’t apply equally across the board. Sometimes we need to stop and reassess if we are too comfortable or whether the people around us are changing or not changing.

Too few too know how to break out of the mould they have built for themselves. Knowing when you are wrong and asking for help from those around you who are smarter then you is the first step in fixing a problem.


That is about from me so far.

#4: Orlando Shooting: A Year on From Charlston Church Massacre

Disclaimer: In writing this post, I do not in any way condone the actions of those gun-wielding psychopaths that ruined the lives of their communities. I merely want to understand how the environment in some American states are more susceptible to mass-shootings then others. I am not a citizen of America, don’t have an opinion about gun ownership in general,  and certainly do not consider myself a homophobe. 
On Friday 17th June, time will assign to US history a year since the infamous racially- driven Charleston Church Massacre. Then on the 12th July, the people of Denver, Colorado commemorate the fourth year since the 2012 Aurora (Theatre) Shooting. Forgive me then for writing that it seems only fitting that a mass-shooting occur on the 12th June in Orlando, Florida, home to, arguably the happiest place in the world- Disneyworld. What cruel irony.
If the last five years have taught us anything, it is that loaded barrels rarely sit idle…only in America if only by cliche. I could go on to look further beyond this time-frame but I would rather you have a look at Wikipedia’s List of Rampage Killers and make your own mind up about frequency of incidents. But I will say this, in President Obama’s eight years in office since 2009, he has had to make comment on 16 massacre events . That averages out to two mass shootings each year. A statistic that would make any politician cringe. I won’t delve into the details of those event’s either but safe to say that gun’s played a role in those incidents.

What is of particular interest though is the colourful rhetoric that has come to the fore in the last five years around US anti-gun laws, or lack thereof. I support Obama’s frustration and empathise with his fight for stricter controls on ownership of high-powered weapons, a perspective shared also by his Democrat peer and Presidential hopeful, Hilary Clinton. However I do take a departure that would question my own punting habits. Frankly, if I was an American citizen, I would most likely be a Democrat, but in this instance the Republican’s seem to make a bit more sense on. Gun’s may be an issue but there is no doubt that human’s too play a small but significant role in gun-related violence.

The former speaker of the Floridian House of Representatives and Republican Presidential Candidate, Marco Rubio, seems to share that opinion too – people kill people. His comments couldn’t be more in contrast to that of Obama’s, let alone the prevailing popular opinion in much of the western world in the aftermath of the Virginia journalists shooting in August 2015. You may not be able to see a person shooting in the frame of that video footage but trust me, the gun was shot by a person.
It’s often hard to separate weapon and person. By Obama’s logic however, if a rock was used to kill people, there would need to be stricter controls on possessing rocks. My point is that, there is an issue underlying the psyche of some American’s that needs to be addressed. I pray that they do address it for the betterment of their society. Putting restrictions on gun-ownership fuels division in their society because there are people who see it as part of their American DNA, a rite of passage if you will.
It is a reality that is foreign to us in other countries and societies to even begin to grasp the symbolism and cultural significance of gun ownership but could you imagine a world where gun-related violence dominates the headlines on a daily? Maybe not here but in only in America.

#3 Back on the Stage- Soul Song

Hi buddy

So a few month’s ago, after graduation, I decided to get back into something that I hadn’t done in a while. I decided to join a choir again. Thinking back on it, singing in groups be it Men’s chorus, barbershop, or a full blown choir ensemble, had been a big part of my life throughout my days in high school but life kind of got in the way with university and stuff. With all that stuff now out of the way, it was a chance for me to get back to doing what I really loved- singing in groups.

So I joined a local choir in Cairns called Soul Song and have not been any happier. The lead conductor, Jackie Larson is a fricken legend! She is one of the hardest working people I have ever met and I swear she can make a toad believe it is Pavarotti! It has been a whopping adventure these last couple of weeks and with people like Jackie guiding us, it has been a phenomenal adventure. Plus the people at Soul Song are absolute legends! I think all the best people in Cairns just decided to turn up one day and sing together, because the Soul Singers are some of the funniest people I have ever met.

On Saturday 21st March, we had a concert at the Old Choral Society. The sold out crowd turned up and for the first time in a long long time, I felt that great rush of exhilaration every performer get’s just before they give the crowd their all. Weeks of preparation (and not letting anyone else ride in the car with me because I’d be singing) was finally going to pay off. As an aside, it was extra special for me because my parents were there to watch. I had been in boarding school in New Zealand where I started singing in choirs and my parents missed that whole part of my life. It was good to show them something I really enjoyed.

My take home message, I’d like to think that we all go back to try something that we did in the past that gave us a guilt-free feeling of accomplishment when we were younger. Don’t get me wrong, I do not live in the past. It is foolish to say the past was better. I merely enjoyed something then that I wanted to try again and found that the glove still fit. If you used to enjoy making music, playing hockey, writing, or reading, can I encourage you to try it again. You may just enjoy it.



Part of the Soul Brothers

#2 Designing Big for a small Cairns


So this Thursday 26th May, I am going to be part of a panel discussing the future of Designing in Cairns. The panel is made up of several emerging thinkers in their particular fields of civil engineering design, architecture, marketing, property investment, public art policy and my 2 cents in urban planning. The event is part of a lecture series held on the last Thursday of each month, organised by the Architects Institute of AustraliaFNQ regional branch titled “Designed in Cairns”. A recent piece written in the new News reel in town called “Tropic Now” gives a good summary of the event.

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Having met up with the participants and shot ideas around, I am pleased to say that, at the very least you will learn something, or will end up appreciating a new perspective on an old topic. Hope you can join us for what should be an insightful discussion.